Excruciating Agony: My Struggle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, like electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches returned repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often start with intense pain around a single eye that persists for three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to organize life around erratic pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest bizarre treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidelines on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a